[转帖]人的认知与环境
<div align="center"><table class="MsoNormalTable" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" width="560" border="0" style="WIDTH: 420pt; mso-cellspacing: 0cm; mso-padding-alt: 0cm 0cm 0cm 0cm;"><tbody><tr style="HEIGHT: 47.25pt; mso-yfti-irow: 0; mso-yfti-firstrow: yes;"><td style="BORDER-RIGHT: #f0f0f0; PADDING-RIGHT: 0cm; BORDER-TOP: #f0f0f0; PADDING-LEFT: 0cm; PADDING-BOTTOM: 0cm; BORDER-LEFT: #f0f0f0; PADDING-TOP: 0cm; BORDER-BOTTOM: #f0f0f0; HEIGHT: 47.25pt; BACKGROUND-COLOR: transparent;"><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><b><span style="FONT-SIZE: 18pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; COLOR: #05006c; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">潘晓来信：人生的路呵，怎么越走越窄<span lang="EN-US">……</span></span></b><b><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 18pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"><p></p></span></b></p></td></tr><tr style="mso-yfti-irow: 1;"><td style="BORDER-RIGHT: #f0f0f0; 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TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">http://y.sina.com.cn <chsdate wst="on" year="2005" month="08" day="24" islunardate="False" isrocdate="False">2005<span lang="EN-US"><span lang="EN-US">年08</span></span><span lang="EN-US"><span lang="EN-US">月24</span></span><span lang="EN-US"><span lang="EN-US">日</span></span></chsdate> 19:11 </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; COLOR: #a20010; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">中国青年</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"><p></p></span></p></td></tr><tr style="HEIGHT: 15pt; mso-yfti-irow: 3;"><td style="BORDER-RIGHT: #f0f0f0; PADDING-RIGHT: 0cm; BORDER-TOP: #f0f0f0; PADDING-LEFT: 0cm; PADDING-BOTTOM: 0cm; BORDER-LEFT: #f0f0f0; PADDING-TOP: 0cm; BORDER-BOTTOM: #f0f0f0; 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mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体;"><font face="Times New Roman">潘晓，还记得这个名字吗？<span lang="EN-US">1980</span>年<span lang="EN-US">5</span>月，一封署名</font></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312;">“</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体;"><font face="Times New Roman">潘晓</font></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312;">”</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体;"><font face="Times New Roman">的读者来信《人生的路呵，怎么越走越窄》发表在《中国青年》杂志上。那个<span lang="EN-US">23</span>岁少女饱含着泪水的激越诉说，在<span lang="EN-US">1980</span>之夏引发了全国范围一场关于人生观的大讨论。以下为信件的全文</font></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312;">——</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"> 作者：潘晓<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"> 我今年<span lang="EN-US">23</span>岁，应该说才刚刚走向生活，可人生的一切奥秘和吸引力对我已不复存在，我似乎已走到了它的尽头。反顾我走过来的路，是一段由紫红到灰白的历程；一段由希望到失望、绝望的历程；一段思想的长河起于无私的源头而最终以自我为归宿的历程。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"> 过去，我对人生充满了美好的憧憬和幻想。小学的时候，我就听人讲过《钢铁是怎样炼成的》和《雷锋日记》。虽然还不能完全领会，但英雄的事迹也激动得我一夜一夜睡不着觉。<span lang="EN-US">……</span>我想，我爸爸、妈妈、外祖父都是共产党员，我当然也相信共产主义，我将来也要入党，这是毫无疑义的。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"> 在我进入小学不久，文化大革命的浪潮就开始了，尔后愈演愈烈<span lang="EN-US">……</span>我有些迷茫，我开始感到周围世界并不像以前看过的书里所描绘的那样诱人。我问自己，是相信书本还是相信眼睛，是相信师长还是相信自己<span lang="EN-US">……<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"> 那年我初中毕业，外祖父去世了。一个和睦友爱的家庭突然变得冷酷起来，为了钱的问题吵翻了天。我在外地的母亲竟因此拒绝给我寄抚养费，使我不能继续上学而沦为社会青年。<span lang="EN-US">……</span>我得了一场重病。病好后<span lang="EN-US">……</span>被分配在一家集体所有制的小厂里<span lang="EN-US">……<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"> 我相信组织。可我给领导提了一条意见，竟成了我多年不能入团的原因<span lang="EN-US">……</span>我求助友谊。可是有一次我犯了一点过失时，我的一个好朋友，竟把我跟她说的知心话悄悄写成材料上报了领导<span lang="EN-US">……</span>我寻找爱情。我认识了一个干部子弟。他父亲受<span lang="EN-US">“</span>四人帮<span lang="EN-US">”</span>迫害，处境一直很惨。我把最真挚的爱和最深切的同情都扑在他身上<span lang="EN-US">……</span>可没想到，<span lang="EN-US">“</span>四人帮<span lang="EN-US">”</span>粉碎之后，他翻了身，从此就不再理我<span lang="EN-US">……<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"> 为了寻求人生意义的答案。我请教了<span lang="EN-US">……</span>可没有一个答案使我满意。如说为革命，显得太空不着边际，况且我对那些说教再也不想听了；如说为名吧，未免离一般人太远<span lang="EN-US">……</span>；如说为人类吧，却又和现实联系不起来<span lang="EN-US">……</span>；如说为吃喝玩乐，<span lang="EN-US">……</span>也没什么意思。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"> 我求助于人类智慧的宝库<span lang="EN-US">——</span>拼命看书。我读了黑格尔、达尔文<span lang="EN-US">……</span>巴尔扎克<span lang="EN-US">……</span>大师们像刀子一样犀利的笔把人的本性一层层地揭开，让我更深刻地洞见了人世间的一切丑恶。我惊叹现实中的人与事竟和大师们所写的如此相像<span lang="EN-US">……(</span>我<span lang="EN-US">)</span>看到的都是一个个葛朗台、聂赫留道夫式的人物<span lang="EN-US">……</span>在利害攸关的时刻，谁都是按照人的本能进行选择，没有一个真正虔诚地服从那平日挂在嘴头上的崇高的道德和信念。<span lang="EN-US">……</span>过去，我曾那么狂热地相信过<span lang="EN-US">“</span>人活着是为了使别人生活得更美好<span lang="EN-US">”</span>，<span lang="EN-US">“</span>为了人民献出生命也在所不惜<span lang="EN-US">”</span>。现在想起来又是多么可笑！<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"> 我体会到这样一个道理：任何人，不管是生存还是创造，都是主观为自我，客观为别人。就像太阳发光，首先是自己生存运动的必然现象，照耀万物，不过是它派生的一种客观意义而已。所以我想，只要每一个人都尽量去提高自我存在的价值，那么整个人类社会的向前发展也就成为必然了。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"> 有人说，时代在前进，可我触不到它有力的臂膀；也有人说，世上有一种宽广的、伟大的事业，可我不知道它在哪里。人生的路呵，怎么越走越窄，可我一个人已经很累了呀<span lang="EN-US">……<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; LINE-HEIGHT: 170%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;"> 编辑同志<span lang="EN-US">……</span>我把这些都披露出来，并不是打算从你们那里得到什么良方妙药。如果你们敢于发表它，我倒愿意让全国的青年看看。我相信青年们的心是相通的<span lang="EN-US">……(</span>《中国青年》<span lang="EN-US">1980</span>年第<span lang="EN-US">5</span>期<span lang="EN-US">) <p></p></span></span></p></td></tr></tbody></table></div>
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